Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 228

Chapter 228

Gemma was feeling nervous. She didn't think she needed to be, but that wasn't going to stop the bubbling anxiety somewhere deep in her guts.

This whole plan was a risk, but when she really stopped to think about it... the fact that Sabrina wanted to reveal her OnlyFans secret didn't really affect Gemma all that much. Becks already knew that the two of them were both see John, and Gemma wasn't involved in the OnlyFans stuff, so there wasn't really anything on the line for Gemma.

But she still felt nervous for Sabrina.

And she felt nervous about the threesome that could come out of it.

It was weird, she kept thinking as she stood next to Sabrina in her bathroom as they both got ready for their night out with Becks. She was sharing John with Sabrina and it felt entirely natural, which was wild. And then the whole thing with Katherine happened, and she hadn't felt threatened once. Even when she'd gotten that phone call after John accidentally slipped Katherine his cock, she hadn't felt jealous.

Considering everything that had happened with Timothy last year, she felt like she should have been pissed, or jealous, or something about John. But she'd just... laughed. Her Ex had been a cheater. John had basically done the same thing, but the whole situation was different.

So why did this feel different? Why was she nervous about Becks? She was a beautiful woman, sure, but so were the twins. She was older than the three of them, but not by so much that it was weird.

"Babe, you're spinning out," Sabrina said after smacking her lips lightly from applying some lipgloss.

"No, I'm not," Gemma said, going back to doing her lashes.

Sabrina sidled over and stood behind Gemma, wrapping her arms around Gemma's waist and hugging her from behind. "A month as friends and almost a month as lovers. I can see when something's bothering you."

"I never should have gotten into a relationship with you," Gemma smirked.

"You say that now, but try saying it while my tongue is teasing that pretty little box of yours," Sabrina teased, sliding her hands down the front of Gemma's dress to her crotch. "Now tell me what's wrong."

"I don't know," Gemma sighed. "And that's the problem."

"If you don't want to do this, we don't have to," Sabrina said. "John is with both of us, and we both need to be OK with this even if it's technically 'my' business. If you don't want-"

"It's not that," Gemma said, planting her palms on the counter and looking at herself and Sabrina in the mirror. "I'm... weirdly fine with the OnlyFans stuff you two are doing. And I think I'm OK with sharing John with someone else occasionally."

"So are you rethinking Becks?" Sabrina asked.

"I don't know," Gemma sighed again. "I don't think so. I think she's the best choice, both for our secrets and for the job. And I like her, and don't think anything bad is likely to happen."

"But?"

"But," Gemma said. "That's just it. 'But' is where my feelings stop. I think I'm just nervous about all of it packed together, not about anything in particular."

"We can delay," Sabrina offered. "We can just go out and have a nice night with Becks and bring it up some other time."

Gemma turned and leaned her butt against the counter, pulling Sabrina into a proper hug. She was a bit taller than the brunette and Sabrina comfortably rested her chin on Gemma's shoulder as she hugged her back. "We don't need to delay," Gemma said. "I just need to get out of my head."

"Any time you want, just let me know you want to pull the ripcord and we'll put it off," Sabrina said.

"You sound like you might be having second thoughts," Gemma said.

"Maybe," Sabrina said, pulling back and looking at Gemma. "It's a big step, letting someone else know. It's different than John finding out, or telling you. Or Katherine. This is someone who isn't in the circle of people I would want to know eventually no matter what. But it's the right move."

"Plus, Becks is pretty hot," Gemma smirked a little.

"Yeah, but not as hot as you," Sabrina said, and then leaned in and gave Gemma a soft kiss. Their lips lingered, and Gemma sucked in a breath through her nose instead of breaking it.

It was the first time they had kissed when they were alone and John wasn't around. They had spent time together without him, but it had always been as friends and confidants.

When the kiss finally ended Sabrina pulled away, looking at Gemma a little nervously.

Gemma smiled and hugged her again, tighter this time, and Sabrina returned it as she felt reassured that she hadn't crossed a line between them. Then she jumped a little and giggled as Gemma turned and played the tip of her tongue along ear earlobe.

"Love you," Gemma said as she pulled away, reaching down to take Sabrina's hands in her own.

"Love you too," Sabrina smiled softly. "But we really do need to get a move on, we're almost running late."

"Right," Gemma nodded, turning to look back in the mirror. Then it was her turn to jump and giggle as Sabrina gave her ass a smack. "I like that lipgloss," Gemma said as they both rushed to finish their makeup. "What flavour is it?"

"Pussy," Sabrina said. Then she broke into a laugh at the shocked look Gemma gave her in the mirror. "It's peach, baby."

"I can't believe how gullible I can be with you," Gemma laughed.

"Good to know I'm so sweet down there that you believed it," Sabrina teased.

"You know it," Gemma said, sliding over to give her a soft hip bump. "All done?"

"Just about," Sabrina nodded.

"Pictures for John before we leave?" Gemma asked.

"Dirty ones?" Sabrina asked.

"I was thinking regular ones," Gemma said. "You are wearing panties, right?"

"Shit, I knew I was forgetting something," Sabrina said, darting back into her bedroom.

"You can be a whore, but only for me and John," Gemma called after her.

"Yes, Mommy," Sabrina called back, making Gemma laugh.

Then Gemma realized what that nickname could lead to and stormed out of the bathroom after her. "No, no way is that becoming a thing."