Sarah's submission - S01 E231

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Sarah's submission - S01 E231

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 231

But he smiled and looked at her like a patient father. "Sarah, we've talked about this before several times. You know my feelings on this. It can't be more than it is. The age difference. You are too young."

"I was too young. But I'm not now. I'm 21. About to graduate. We could have a real relationship now."

"I'm not ready to change my lifestyle Sarah. I like how I have things set up. I like having different girls without being tied down. Young girls." He sighed and sat back some in his chair. "I did the marriage thing and it just about killed me. I'm not going to go back to the restriction of a relationship."

"But I'm not asking you to change who you are. I don't care if you have sex with other girls. I like it too. None of that would have to change. And I'll still by your willing submissive. I'll do anything you tell me to do. I'm okay with that."

He shook his head. "You say that now. But if we started dating for real, your attitude would change. You would want more than I can give. And you would get jealous and demanding. Right now the roles are clear. But a relationship is different."

Sarah felt the argument slipping away. But she calmed herself before going on. "It's not fair to say that you won't consider it because you don't think can handle it. I've proven to you that I can handle a lot. My love doesn't change when I see you fuck one of the other girls, I don't get jealous. I get horny. Why couldn't we try it? See if it works before you rule it out without even giving us a chance?" She tried to look strong and unemotional, but she felt the tinge of panic in her voice and tingle of tears starting to well up in her eyes.

Mr. Michaels stared at her for the longest minute of her life. Sarah didn't move or look away. She determined to stay strong. He broke first and took her hand and indicated for her stand and come to him. Pulling her into his lap, letting her put her arms around his neck while she sat on his knee before continuing with their faces inches apart. "Sarah, I'll tell you a secret. I love you too. I've loved you almost since that first night. I love all of my girls in different ways, but you are special. And you will always be special to me. I wouldn't want you to tell the other girls. I try very hard not to play favorites. But if I am honest, you have always been my favorite. Maybe that's why can be so hard on you at times."

He leaned in and gave her a quick kiss before continuing. "But it is also because I love you like i do that I can't agree to enter a relationship with you. At least not the kind of relationship you are looking for.

It's not just that you are young. I don't give a fuck what other people think. I could care less if they look at me and think I'm your father. But you still have so much in front of you. You need to graduate and start your career. A career that I have no doubt that you will succeed in. I shouldn't tell you this, but Andrews is completely enamored of you. He will make you an offer any day now to work at the development company as a full associate oпсе you graduate. He has big plans for you and I am sure he will move you up quickly."

The news both surprised and excited Sarah. But it also seemed unimportant at the moment. She could feel the 'but' coming and dreaded what it might be. She took another deep breath to calm herself. "But that's not the main issue. You need to have the opportunity to find someone your own age and to have a family. I know you want children Sarah, I would never rob you of that joy and I, well, I can't have any more children. I made sure of it. You know that. I refuse to be that selfish with you. If you spend your time with me, you will miss out on finding the right man to give you love AND a family. You have too big a heart to not raise children and to experience being a mother. I'd be an asshole. I couldn't live with myself ten years from now. Twenty years from now. Knowing that I robbed you of that."

The silent tears had started while he talked. He brushed the hair out of her face and wiped the tears away with the back of his hand. "We will always be a big part of each other's lives. Whether you want to continue as my submissive or not. I will always be there for you and help you. I will be your constant backstop. I may own you, but only because you give yourself to me." He chuckled softly and smiled to try to break the tension. "And don't get me wrong. I will continue to use that terrific body as long as you want. But here's the other secret about our arrangement. I would never really hurt you and if you end things...when you end things....they will end. You have given me more than I could ever hope for. Even in my most devious mind."

His arms held her while she shook with quiet sobs as she leaned her head against his shoulder. She knew she had lost. There would be no convincing him. They stayed like that for quite a while.